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Friday, August 31, 2007, 8:35 AM
for today, i shall blog ever so randomly, faster than you could go 'huh?'. woke up late. totally ignored teacher's day.nah. my favorite teacher was not there anymore. jon beh was busy and william, well, haiz, and i couldn't be bothered about other teachers. decided to head to the yishun mosque instead of an-nur. it was nice, spacious and well ventilated. me like very much. played jericho. yikes. the high a was sucky and it sounds weird. a guy came up to us and says that the carpark was quote" amplifying our sound and maybe should sit nearer to other side"unquote. such a nice and polite guy. what he was really trying to say was we sounded too loud and sucky that he couldn't stand it anymore.=) and my mom came back home, channeling her anger caused by my dearest (yeah right) cousin towards poor little mathieu.boo hoo. i was like, wtf? pourqoi moi?? tsk. oh yeah, my mom did a karate opening at her just now. i simply ignored the crying(more like wailing) sounds. what??? don't give that look. pfft. she HAD it coming. i hate ITE, stupid, drinker, smoker, influencing girls to be like them, stupid,money extorting,stupid, jobless,football crazy, stupid bastard type of guys. why? because they are stupid (this word pretty sums it up). these guys are the root of all trouble, maybe the root of all evil. extermination to their ilks and likes. i might be prejudiced but you cannot deny the truth. these people are just nuisance. they are fucked up individuals. insolent and repugnant. bleah. baka. i remembered my GP lesson in PJ. the topic was, "people blog to gain attention" and i was tasked to oppose the notion. sadly i was not able to do that because it is true to a large extent. people might give excuse that they blog to let write down their feelings so that they can let go of whatever that is bothering them. hello? ever heard of a journal? why do you choose to BLOG about your life? why air your "dirty laundry" to the general public? why? because you want to. duh! the nature of humans to feel appreciated, that they are somewhat significant in this huge planet we are in make us want to get noticed. (hello! im here! oh world listen to my life! oh don't ignore me!!) and blogging is one of the way. this also explains the YOUTUBE v-log phenomenon. im a fan of spricket24 and kevjumba fyi. wee. god if only i was the proposition team, i would have scored well for that topic. (fyi again, i left PJC shortly after the topic was given out. so no attempt to answer the question was made.) but some bloggers are boring. they blog about their life. and thats all. nothing more. i did this, i did that. yadayada. B-o-r-i-n-g. question: do i even care about what you were doing last (insert random day here)? answer: no, not really. i know its nice to blog about your daily activities, BUT too much of "i did this at this time bla bla bla" bores me. period. it is time to take out the intelligent cap and start wearing it. put a little humor, gossip or sarcasm (for you anything sort of crap will do to make at least appealing for a depressed person) ... wee. no offense to any bloggers. if you are one of them, sorry. the fact is you are lame. hahaha. im such a bastard sometimes. but ooh ooh EXCEPTION people. this is to bunny. if by some miracle you happen to read my blog and manage to read up to this point, and also know you are the one and only BUNNY im talking about, please don't stop blogging about your life. from A to Z. i am happy enough that you are updating your blog. or else i would not know anything more or new about you. it brings me a smile knowing about what is going on in your life (do is sound like a stalker?). =) anyways ILY.wee. oh yeah. band starts next week. like woo hoo much! time to make beautiful melodious heavenly music. bwahaha! but grr. my limit is still 2hours. pathetic little mathieu. boo hoo. i seriously need to practice double time. according to sarah, there will be exactly 11 weeks before the Sinfonia concert. fuu. stress. stress. stress. 11 weeks liao... grr. so after all this, is this my longest post? hmm. i congratulate for those who read every word i have meticulously TRY to type without error. pardon me if i make any mistakes in vocab grammar and all that goes with it. i am after all, Human. oh one last random sentence. micro a exam paper deserves to be burned down into ashes without mercy (BURN YOU FREAKIN' LITTLE BASTARDS!!). Thursday, August 30, 2007, 9:45 AM
microbio was fucked up. whatever. on the bright side, there will be a long break for me. and band prac will resume. it doesn't get any better than this. shall resume proper blogging tmr. =) Friday, August 24, 2007, 7:21 AM
see..this is why you NEVER sleep on public transport. sry dude... busted! and this is me for staying up all the way till 3 in the morning watching videos. eye bags!! :s (and yes, im in my room.) eh. hmm. nothing more to blog. back to mugging. erm. ok bye. D.i.L.o Thursday, August 23, 2007, 7:54 AM
for today maths paper, i spent 20mins (or more) chanting while scribbling the same equation again and again. And again. Chant: How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? How to integrate? ..... it goes on i ended up abandoning the question to the other options (its a choose 2 out 3 qns). it took me 5 minutes to finish the other question. -.- just watched a dvd. came close to tears to one scene. i am feeling emotional. grr hormonal level needs to be in check. tsk.... so sad....haiz T.T Sunday, August 19, 2007, 8:27 AM
............ and also manage to vandalize an important letter with your stupid chem qn. ehs. how leh... i did not really study this entire day. i am dead. NO. not really. just a fail in phy chem and maybe just pass for maths. haha. i speak so lightly of my grades. i mean really. i shall NOT expect highly of myself this time. if i do its only for the worst. O lvl taught me that. i just want to get through poly and being 17. thats all i want. no achievement in anything or whatsoever. erm, maybe be erhem*SL*erhem. shall youtube-ing again tonight. bye D.i.L.o ~~C'est nue, que j'apprends la vertu Saturday, August 18, 2007, 7:37 AM
pom char char pom char
grr. my limit is only 2hours before i awakened (claymore talk, but im getting weak instead of stronger..grr) . need to get stronger! my latest HOrn hmph.. Ming with my old horn. nice pose. hee =) its the very same pose i'll use if you go dancing with me. hahaha w.ming..no hope as a photographer lah you... yep. o.0 next. ive been singing this song since yesterday night. libertine by kate ryan. here's the chorus. Je, je suis libertine Je suis une catin Je, je suis si fragile Qu'on me tienne la main the second line meant: i am a prostitute. lolness. maybe i should sing this in front of my french lecturer. he would go "mathieu! wtf?!" bwahaha. skali he sings along with me. dortz! ehs that is all. shall ignore phy chem and maths and browse for Vitas and other opera songs at youtube. yeah. im an avid youtuber. D.i.L.o Friday, August 17, 2007, 7:03 AM
ART. My Life
agenda: buy the bloody face moisturizer and scrubber thingy. grr.. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ moving on. since the hype about ARTs is going on, i shall blog something about it. i have seen a various repertoire of music scores in my life. and occasionally a difficult piece would pop up randomly and smack me senseless. excerpt stravinsky- firebird suite 1919 (even the title flares greatness. lol) danse infernal movement 5 if im not wrong. the first note itself is like woah. (@.@) i wonder how horn players play those notes without straining themselves (the piece is rather long) and playing at a round tone without cracking and at the same time keeping the intonation. hearing pro horn players play makes me feel inferior. boo hoo. lately ive been listening to operas and tenors. lol. i know. =) PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH THE UPLOADING TIME. i still remember my first time listening to an opera song. it was from the movie 5th element. god. i thought i have heard perfection. Opera Lucia di Lammermmor- il dolce suono the starting is peaceful and reflective. almost to the ending (3.30min) you could see why it is called a MAD scene. LOL. she practically sounds like a FLUTE. hohohoHAwhaw huhuhuHIHIII!!!!! HIIIEEEEEEE!!!!! *me attempting to sing. sial lah..... and here is a favorite tune. im sure you people know this one. its freakin' famous because it so damn nice! sing along time! Carmen. Habanera
here's another. im speechless after hearing this. Vitas(its the guy's name). Lucia Di Lammermoorr. ok its really the guy's voice.yeah its very girlish. still. c'est magnifique, non? bravo!! heavenly voice. and the video visuals are woah! fuu!! power!! xD hmm. not sure if people like this type of music. im sure they wont. *erhem* losers, *erhem* haha. i myself find it surprising that i appreciate the classics. and sometimes i do feel why didn't i take music up. no. instead, im stuck with chemistry and its associates. gawd! ok thats enough for today. singing in a high pitch right now. wow...its gonna rain..tsk L'amour, D.i.L.o. Thursday, August 16, 2007, 12:26 AM
fuu
headache coming up. phy chem is lacking behind. the past year exam questions are harder than expected. feeling a little panicky. and i have not even start maths. heiz... i wish the all tests are bio related. it will be soo much easier. chemistry really sucks now. ok. i'm going home to sleep. tonight resume lahs... cant wait for the exams to be over... Wednesday, August 15, 2007, 6:30 AM
and a fight is going on her tag board. HAha! too funny! people are cursing each other on a tag board?? hahahahahaha lol. and while waiting (and waiting, and waiting, and waiting.....) for her to update her blog(for these past week actually) i keep jumping around people's blog... and occasionally insert some.. erm, as titus would put it, nonsense. =) yeah whatever... no band (indirectly no furry bunny) = no life = itchy hands activated = trouble making personality popping up talking abt trouble ar... haiyo.. i seriously regret what i did.. it was a stupid thing to do. period. =( =( and that guy is freakin' irritating too. honestly man. but worst is his dumb girl. see lah.. now i have lost my loitering place. hmph Dumb. Dumb.Dumb.Dumb. Dumb.Dumb.Dumb. Dumb.Dumb.Dumb! (imperial march song, if you know this song i'll bet you will laugh your head off) grr... moving on not much is going in my life. my study plan is going great though. i thank god for giving such a great exam schedule. its not soo stressful unlike sec 4 prelims and O lvl mugging. i bet jon would be so jealous of me. =) i would too, if i have to take GP and MT as exam papers. eww...MT....ewwwww ooh memories in PJC flooding in.. lol.. i still can't believe i was nominated "pembahas terbaik" like woah! me? the debate i gave was shit!! maybe because i was confident (like yeah..spouting utter rubbish that is) heiz one of the good rare times i have in MT class... kk thats it lah... finishing up my Phy chem paper. it is surprisingly hard. but i can do it! yeah!! to bunny...i still love you lahs... it wont stop.. as long as you are alive and in NYP... i will love you... you see the picture to the left? that will be me and you,[ US] someday.. i promise. but then ar...heiz... i wish u could do the same for me... its ok lah..i have resolve to loving you all my heart even though its one sided..no other girl shall take that position away from you... Tuesday, August 14, 2007, 7:19 AM
no band for quite sometime already. i need to play the horn properly. hate playing at home. i tend to play softer because im afraid some LOLO might riot in front of my house. haiyo and yes. i sometimes believe that horn players really sucks at counting bars. its like a side effect or something. lolness and no. we do not suck at maths at all lah. horn players are decent mathematicians. =) hornist who fail maths ar... haiyo..cnt make it lahs lol... these may nt apply to most hornist. eh weiming you are lucky to have pass maths. =) or else you are not true hornist. yeah k thats all. au revoir Monday, August 13, 2007, 9:09 PM
going to study phy chem...again.. =.= soo sian lahs... jam and agar sitting opposite of me.. wonder what they are doing right now.. jam is looking at the comp... hmm.. porn? haha! lolness and yeah..i just remembered that yesterday i asked agar that we play badminton today.... seeing jam in tudung i guess that agar forgotten about it too..huhu i feel like going for a swim today... these past few days i've been wanting to go to the pool hmm.. but no one to go with lahs... eh an.. masok s'pore lah... bdk da tk de keje 2 free abes kn.. 0.o pas 2 kite gi mandi pt beach n rollerblade puas2... on another note.. i have been a good kid. =) i want to but a lot of stuffs lately... all of the items have a certain level of urgency to it.. but since me room is going under redecoration (heh), i would not want to waste any valuable money. and i am sacrificing my duit raye to my cousin who needs it.. see i am so good lah... ok that's enough for now..back to studying and memorising my "fav" module.. =) (= Sunday, August 12, 2007, 6:58 AM
if i never see your face again
today went to esplanade to watch SWS concert.. huhu it was ok... the repertoire were all singapore songs..lol wonder why they did not play singapore rhapsody.. sidetracked to HMV. saw M5 new release. god! i wanted it soo bad. the songs are awesome! haha jumped hours later, my family went out to search for new furnitures for my room. my room is undergoing serious renovations. haha. we passed by MJ store and yup u guessed it. i got the CD! yeah total coolness!! oh yeah!! hiya Maroon 5 =) ok that is all. now going to watch malay drama. bawang putih bawang merah. haha classic show lahs... nights Saturday, August 11, 2007, 8:17 AM
nice song. its very old. haha... just feel like sharing this song to those who have not listened to it yet. please hear it... this go out to all heartbroken romeos out there oh yeah.. refresh page if the thing doesn't play Sephiaby Sheila On 7album: Kisah Klasik Untuk Masa Depan (2000)Hey,Sephia --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Friday, August 10, 2007, 9:29 AM
wth lah.. cant you even see the resemblance? i mean c'mon... there is some resemblance..right? erm... dotz... lolness don't get your hopes up..thats not bunny. if that is bunny... i wont be emo-ing that much haha!! =) , 6:43 AM
yep.thats all. =) Thursday, August 9, 2007, 10:04 AM
heiz.... i need to move on... its just too painful... Wednesday, August 8, 2007, 8:26 AM
MATHS was super bleah... so much drama. NE National Day officially made the top of the Bleah-list heh. went out with jon today. huhu! window shopping is seriously fun. but buying would be much nicer.. No money lahs we went to desigual at vivo. jon got his shorts and this awesome looking shirt. in fact a lot of the clothings from desigual are fantastic. every type of clothes has writings on it. damn nice lahs. will buy one of them someday. not now, but someday. then we went to GAPs. god, suddenly the clothes at GAP looked boring. plainness was written all over the shop. haha! t was funny.. oh yeah, there was this one shop where all the guys working there are ripped! huhu i have to admit they looked hot lahs. ahaha! lolness... i am so getting fagged. PICTURES time! me Posing. amacam? hensen tak? wink wink ;p Admire the Armani Exchange logo people. GOD! awesomeness beyond words, even essays. JOn bEH. AX cover model. yeaHS!! that is all. as you were people. Monday, August 6, 2007, 10:52 AM
CLARA! I HAVE COME FOR YOU!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! yeah. i did it man. i finished up my MICRO report, MYCOLOGY report and INORGANIC report in 5 hours! yeah!!!!!! oh bebe!! im lovin' myself!!!! NOW, like finally... time to concentrate on studies! hell yeah!! lecture notes- here i COME!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! ok.. hmm 0.o , 4:44 AM
went back to WDL sec to see the ndp rehearsal with aliyyah. we met at CWP and did a round there while we talked. the first time i saw aliyyah after so long, my first reaction was,"OMG... you've gotten smaller" lolness hee... the parade was about to start when we got there. gosh. the band has shrunk a lot. like A LOT. so few members. heiz. at the rate its going, there would not be a band in wdl sec. so sad. their sound was average. typical WDL-after Pop-sound. the clarinets were abnormally loud, and the trumpets were too soft(cant blame them, there's only 2 trumpeter left). haha. they really need to balance out the sound. remember the triangle people.. the most basic rule to observe. right.... and then there's the national anthem... omg..... wth lah..... no comments oks. we went inside band room.. god.... it felt nostalgic when i went inside.ahha... saw the new conductor... heh..he's ok i guess... have nt heard of him though. i hope he is THE one that would not leave WDL after less than 2 yrs....maybe after 3 yrs..lol oh yeah..saw the members doing push ups for not listening to the BM. ahah i couldnt stop smiling. not that im sadistic or anything. i just miss those days. huhu! pictures are still with aliyyah.. will try to post them up as soon possible.. weiming.. your beautiful face in there =) oh yeah.. horns section like useless out there...soo soft.. might as well play the trumpet lor.... and you looked like PAP candidate with your white pants. lol..that's all. Sunday, August 5, 2007, 8:09 AM
after that we went to rent the bikes. rented two seated bicycles. god. it was scary. rode with my aunt and we almost fell over countless times. and the bike seat was too high, even for me. i was tip toeing when resting on the bike. that will be the last time i will be using double seated bicycles. eh. we went home after that. sry. no pics. =) forgive my laziness. ok. this is what i have been thinking lately. you will know when you are in love when you start thinking about that person when they are not there. every now and then, the image of your loved one pops up in your head and you will just break into a smile. you will feel happy and nothing else matters. and yes im in love. but then, i know it won't work out for me.. it just won't. don't ask why.. it just won't work.. so here lies the problem. should i move on, or should i keep thinking about that person. the logical answer is to move on. BUT, i like to think about that person, cause it will make me feel elated. it helps me get through the roughest of days just by picturing that particular person. and i do not want to let go of that feeling. like ever. so yeah. my dilemma. god........ as im typing this, the term opportunity cost keeps popping up in my head... econs applies even on love life haha... don't really know who is going to read this blog. but yeah... im writing in to non-existent beings... oh blog... you are my source of comfort. therefore im grateful. bwahaha! huh.... thats all lah.. nothing more Saturday, August 4, 2007, 9:41 PM
super
but it is freakin' awesome! the pic on the left is just perfect for this blogskin. and yeah. hope you people will listen to the song i put up. i spent an hour trying to make the song play automatically even when you browse the parts of the blog. but i failed miserably. well you win some, you lose some. haha oh yeah. i hope ymcb wont mind i took his pic from his blog and edited it. and here's the end result. this pic could pass of as an ad (branded gds no less ok). god it looks damn nice lahs. yeah! alright. my break has started. lots of things to do. my life needs to put back into perspective.and i shall start with clearing up my messy room. =) ok. that's all , 11:13 AM
forces of love
ok making up excuses to write a post to test out this new blog. =) loves her. teresa of the faint smile. huhu , 10:43 AM
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